Author: perceptionflow

I am an explorer of consciousness and truth.
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Mind and Heart

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A very simple but effective model for our EXPERIENCE would be to divide it into ‘Mind’ and ‘Heart’.
The ‘Heart’ is the master which gives ‘context’ to the mind or what ‘direction’ the mind should follow.
The mind’s task is to satisfy the heart by using its powers.
The heart is basically ‘What you feel’, your feelings, whose epicenter is in the solar plexus area.
The mind on the other hand has its epicenter in the forehead between the eyebrows.
The heart represents the mystery of life. Its not logical/rational and does not follow any conceptualized rules.
The heart is absurd to the mind, when seen from the mind’s point of view.
But ultimately it is the heart that gives the very context for the mind and its goals.
To keep both in harmony, it is necessary to pay equal attention to both.
The Heart = Love, Interest, Feeling
The Mind = Wisdom, Knowledge
Also, the ‘Heart’ overall is the master.
The mind should take the subordinate role to the heart.
Ultimately, the models of the mind should serve the heart.
This is because, existence is a mystery and the heart and feelings are the compass in this mystery, not the mind.
The mind is like a torchlight used by the heart to navigate this mystery.
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Truth can only be found in YOUR Experience

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In the diagram, observers 1-9 wear the consensus reality lens and see the ‘Consensus Truth’.
Observers 10,11,12 are in altered realities and see 3 truths respectively – truth1, truth2, truth3
The consensus truth is not THE TRUTH which is the mistake science commonly makes, because it does not take into account the observer and his/her lens itself which conditions what is seen. What if the lens itself is changed? (As what happens when on psychedelics).
The REAL TRUTH = {consensus truth, truth1, truth2, truth3………………….truth (n)}
So the entire consensus reality we take to be the truth is only one of the possibilities of REAL TRUTH.
Ultimately there is only reality as YOUR INNER EXPERIENCE.
Even your perception of others, the world, the outside and so on, is YOUR INNER EXPERIENCE.
There is NOTHING APART from your INNER EXPERIENCE.
The CONSENSUS REALITY is also part of your INNER REALITY (or inner experience).
The consensus reality can be said to be the common denominator of inner realities shared by a group of observers – but consensus reality can only exist when the observer paradigms/lenses are kept the same.
The consensus reality appears unchanging because it is a solidified lens installed in all observers (by education).
So all observers put on that consensus reality lens, and therefore mutually validate each other and reinforce the truth of the consensus reality.
That makes the consensus reality appear persistent and true, but in truth it is only one of the lenses of looking at reality.
So the only place to really find truth is in your inner experience of which consensus reality is a subset.
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Entities in consciousness field

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The non-dual awareness light shines light through the spectrum of high to low vibration.

Light -> High (belief)———(mental)————(etheric)——— Low vibration (physical)

Now there are various entities inhabiting various parts of this spectrum. These entities are like algorithms or programs that modify the light of consciousness in specific ways.

They take input (divine light of ‘What is’) –> modify it –> give an output. These entities are like automaton programs that create more or less predictable output.

The divine light of ‘What is’ at the source shines with the highest vibration with 0 repetition and infinite freshness and change. Whereas these automaton entities reduce the divine light touching them to very predictable forms. These automaton entities can have different levels of subtlety and complexity.

The entire ‘self’ or ‘ego’ itself is an automaton program but a very subtle and highly complex one (it contains the artificial intelligence program or algorithms (algos) of algos of algos of algos.) At each subsequent level, the reductionism is greater, for example at the level of the etheric, say conditions – A,B,C,D,AA,DD,C,FF and 30 more say cause the emotion ANGER. So all the complex input ultimately passes through this entity and it creates one emotion flavor called ‘Anger’.

So in a way, all entities from gross to subtle, the subtlest being the ego/self, are reductions of the divine light’s subtlety and complexity.

Like we could draw a map of grand canyon and then assume that map to BE ‘Grand canyon’. We could create a mental concept of an experience and assume that concept to BE THE EXPERIENCE itself which it is not by a long shot.This is just to give a rough example of what reductionism is. That is why the mind cannot hold a concept of God/Ultimate/Infinite because it is TOO COMPLEX for the mind. The mind can only hold on to a concept of the divine, metaphors, analogies – but all of those are lower frequency and reduce the REAL complexity of the truth/divine. The expression in the form of metaphors nevertheless pours out of people who can feel/sense/intuit the divine, to make it understandable to others without that experience. However the metaphors cannot communicate the EXPERIENCE that causes one to MAKE SUCH METAPHORS.

The DIRECT EXPERIENCE once had however, reveals the truth behind all the metaphors that were used to describe.

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All control is an illusion, I am just the ‘WITNESS’

What you feel, experience internally –> Your corresponding outer appearance from that –> The reactions you elicit from others based how you appear to them –> i.e. their reactions based on their interpretation of your appearance (behavior, actions) –> Which is in-turn based on their own feeling and internal experience of you and the world —————–>> NONE OF THIS IS IN YOUR HANDS
Everything is from God or the Ultimate.
You may feel great, and accordingly elicit wonderful projections from people towards you.
You may feel miserable/terrible and accordingly elicit cruel/bad projections from people towards you (since they fear you).
Either way, the ride of experience is not in your hands.
It all comes from God or the Ultimate.
I am just the WITNESS.
All control is an illusion.
Even how much you suffer, in time, is not in your hands.
Everyone is helpless, innocent and simply WITNESSING themselves and the world.
I used to think its possible to tough it out, be alone, take on depression, suffering, with the strength of my mind. But even that is a game because once very intense suffering strikes, I am reduced to pulp, begging for dear life, begging just to breathe and live, yearning/wanting/needing to hold others and desperate for their help/support.
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What is happiness?

Happiness is not to be found in any situation, place or circumstance, or with any person.
It is to be found now.
Actions do not cause happiness, they are simply the expression of that vibration.
Happiness is a certain quality of fine light you choose to emit from yourself/OR BE at this MOMENT.
Happiness lies in the quality of your SEEING itself.
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All avoidance is repression

All the entities from your repressed consciousness have to be seen, accepted, relaxed(no resistance), loved, and dis-identified/released(set free).
All avoidance is repression.
The ego fundamentally is a structure that represses the ultimate reality.
Repression is unconscious by definition.
When conscious, it is called suppression.
When repression is made conscious, you become aware of your suppression.
Let everything flow no matter what form it may take.
BE content agnostic.
Since I have seen the dark night,
I know such a possibility exists.
But I am no longer afraid of it.
Whatever comes, I will love and release it,
However long it may take or stay (time does not matter).
If such a formation were to ever befall me again,
I will handle it with full expression and love.
I will always be grateful for the something that is there instead of nothing.
No matter what the something is.
I will be grateful for every breath that arises from nothing and goes back into nothing.
All the ‘something expressions’ from the ‘nothingness space’ are the ULTIMATE manifested.
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Insights from Aya

Aya is a higher vibration spirit:
That increases the taker’s vibration, as a process, and thereby reveals to it whatever is stopping the change – it makes the person go through the process of raising vibration and all the resistance encountered in the process of transformation.
There are various vibrational entities that I experience IN ME but are not ME:
Because I am just the space, container, light for them to exist. I am LIGHT in my true essence.
This light modulates itself into various self-aware vibrational entities.
The transformation of lower vibrational entities into higher vibrational ones is experienced as death/transformation/terror.
The ‘What is’ or ‘Is-ness’ is the highest vibration that exists.
Everything is vibration.
Various vibrational entities in various frequencies all moved by the mysterious ultimate.
All we can do is love and illuminate what is there (various vibrational entities in various frequencies).
The movement and change of these myriad vibration entities is not in our hands. It is the mystery.
Identification shifts from lower vibrational entities to isness itself which is the finest vibration.
This is the movement of subtle-ization.
There is no death, there is only transformation.
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The lesson is to be aware of what you want

A 3 step process:
Step 1 – Be aware of ‘what you want’ when alone.
Step 2. – Be aware of ‘what you want’ in front of others.
Step 3. – Be aware of ‘what you want’ in front of others as they tell you about ‘what they want’.
Energy purification/cleansing everyday with attention, breath and sound healing should be done.
Ask the question, what is not flowing and then use the attention, breath and sound to make it flow.
All experience vibration must flow.
1. Attention healing:
Continuously focus on the vibration sensation in your body that is heavy or unmoving(stuck).
Do this until the sensation is flowing again and gets unstuck.
2. Breath healing:
Breath into this stuck/unmoving/heavy sensation and then breath it out completely.
Do this until the sensation is flowing again and gets unstuck.
3. Sound healing:
Locate the chakra where this stuck/unmoving/heavy sensation is in, and then chant the correspond chakra sound.
Do this until the sensation is flowing again and gets unstuck.
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4. Lastly, DISIDENTIFY from this heavy energy that you are carrying
5. Request the universe to release this ‘weighty lower vibration gravity’ from you.
6. Visualize yourself as white light and a protective white light bubble around you.
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The answer to all questions is ‘Yes’

Everything is perspective. Your own eyes determine what you see. The object merely reflects the light quality you emit on it. But ‘I’ emit the light. I can see something as heavenly or evil. Its just the way I look at it. Half full becomes heaven and half empty becomes hell. But heaven is (heaven in foreground, hell in background). Hell is (hell is foreground, heaven in background). So for any issue, what I find is based on what I seek. My seeking determines the finding and there is NOTHING inherent in any object. The object simply contains and reflects the quality I emit on it.
The answer to all questions is ‘Yes’.
Is it wonderful = Yes, Is it harmful = Yes, Is it terrible = Yes, Is it great = Yes.
A single object contains all qualities, if you run your scrolls of projections on it.
All objects in the world are simply props for your psyche projections on them.
So the external world is actually paper thin, and the entirety of the meat is your psychic energy projections (This is the exact concept of Maya).
It is possible to see ANYTHING as a blessing or a curse.
But then the sincere question you may ask maybe – but what is the object’s quality really? Is it really heaven or really hell? Is me seeing it as heaven an illusion and it is actually hell? OR Is me seeing it as hell an illusion and it is actually heaven? What is its actual quality? The answer to that is, it is what you want to see. We see what we want to see. There are infinite worlds that are just switched by our SEEING. You can travel all around the world, and not experience a single thing as different because your seeing is the same OR You could be in the same place, same routine, but with your SEEING altered, you would see an entirely different world.
Think about how you saw the world as a child, and how you are seeing it right now? The external/sensory world perceptions are exactly the same right? What is the thing that is massively different now? Your psychic projection space – your beliefs, your models, your knowledge, your accumulations, your attachments and so on. That is 99.99% of the world you experience.
This also means for 100% of the time, I am simply witnessing my own psyche and its movements.
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What is guilt?

Guilt is basically the force that makes you do what YOU don’t want to do.
So essentially this force creates suffering until its desired ‘your undesired action’ is done, and this repeats itself again and again.
Guilt desires that you do actions or move in directions you do not want to.
However YOU desire to move in the direction you want to.
So there is a constant wrestling between the self and guilt. 
When guilt is active, the self is creating suffering.
When self is active, guilt is creating suffering.
From guilt -> comes resentment sadness and depression.
Because guilt is like a constant insidious force working to prevent you from moving in the direction you want.
It is like a virus. Guilt can only exist in unconsciousness.
So with self inquiry to the depths, the roots of guilt can be made conscious.
The roots of guilt are complex abstract algos of algos of algos with lots of assumptions.
So a certain advanced skill of abstract thought is a prerequisite.