Journey to the Abstract

– Focused observation energy (without the physical representation overlayed on the pure energetic experience) + Deep Breathing directed to it = charges the grosser energy pattern that is being focused at + sets it into flow.
– Ultimately there is only energy and this energy gets entangled into grosser forms in our experience.
– The grosser forms of entangled balls of energy structures, basically represent a lack of energy. (Just like a solid lacks energy compared to a gas)
– The subtler form is the higher energetic form that permeates and penetrates the grosser form and is capable of freeing the grosser form. The subtler form here is observation energy+breath, and the grosser form is the energy pattern you are working with.
– Freeing these balls of grosser energy patterns, is possible, by supplying them with a subtler energy of observation (charging them) + using breath energy (to get them flowing/move)
– Entangled balls of grosser energy and structures – convert the super subtle source energy of light into grosser outputs – like heavier emotions, coarse sensations.
– Supplying the higher energy of observation to them, is like heating those grosser energy balls in fire.
– What happens when you heat a solid? Essentially the molecules of a solid have lower energy and therefore has coalesced into a solid. It represents a lack of freedom and binded nature. Now if I heat it with fire, I am supplying each of the molecules with additional energy, this causes the solid to free its molecules, vaporize into a gas, and in this manner it starts getting transmuted to a subtler form.
– The same principle holds for freeing your gross energy patterns/entangled balls of energy fibers.

A true choice is unconditional by definition.
Otherwise it is a choice that is subject to the condition matrix/labyrinth.
If a choice is made from the whole, then it has the power of the whole.
If the choice is made from a part, it only has the power of that part.
So the power of your choice, is based on its depth.
The deeper and subtler the origin of the choice, the more powerful it is.

An atom bomb’s power is because is it subtle to the level of atoms.
Compare that to the power of a boulder, which is much more gross in its nature as an instrument.
Subtler the instrument, greater the power.

A true choice arises from the depths, beyond/subtler than ALL of the energetic movements of thought, emotion & the physical.
All true choice can only come from BEING.
All circumstances/situations represent only the surface level of reality.
All the deeper reality is within.

Only the whole can take true actions/decisions
Therefore no thought or emotion can take decisions
Because thoughts and emotions deciding are like parts deciding for the whole
Then its just one part fighting another part within the same whole.
The game goes on in the same whole with the same parts, with no true change.
Only the whole can move the whole.

No “being/thing” can transform itself.
All transformation comes from Above/Divine/God/Grace.
In the hierarchy from gross to subtle objects:
Subtle —S1—-S2—-G1–G2—- Gross
For example only S1 can transform S2.
So in a sense, all transformation is from GRACE only.
Because at any instant, you cannot change WHAT YOU ARE.
You can only use the powers of what is available from WHAT YOU ARE (you can only use the energy potentials available).
For instance, if your current state is G2, no action of yours will get you to G1 except GRACE.
Only GRACE can bring you to G1 (if you are in G2), because all action is coming FROM who you are, so it cannot change who you are.
So enjoy the ride of being a far out adventurer returning home, with the whole ride directed by UNKNOWN/ABOVE/GOD/GRACE/DIVINE.

Each situation/moment is 100% unique
So all knowledge is “past”
All self is “past” too
Because “self” is just a persistent structure that is maintained
To be in the NOW, is to BE THE NOW
Which is nothing
Because there is 100% change at every moment
So you realize YOU “ARE” NOTHING
That is, What you “ARE” (meaning persistent, real, solid you), is NOTHING
This NOTHING is not an object/concept itself, it is not a thing.
It is NOTHING.

It is not that “You” “WITNESS” the “NOW”
That would be 3 things, but in reality there is only ONE.
You can only BE the NOW.
Its even better to say BE NOW (removed the ‘the’ because that implies NOW is a thing/concept/object)
The NOW is the ECSTASY of CHANGE/VIBRATION itself, it is a Endless VERB.
NOW is MOVEMENT
—infinite->—>—>–Flow–>—>—->–infinite—-
The NOW is nothing.
Because there is no thing in a flow, a flow simply keeps changing forever.
But nothing includes all the somethings.

If you are witnessing, that would imply there is a persistent WITNESS.
But even that doesn’t exist ABSOLUTELY (it is possible to hold on to a witness however, and thereby have the experience of the witness stay)
Everything you think you are, is just a holding on.
Eventually even the witness is let go.

Until there is a witness, there is a concept of seeing, letting go, and agency.
But the dissolving of the witness itself is an act of the divine itself.
Because the witness cannot dissolve itself.

Overlap of desire + reciprocation of potential display + mutual investment = Harmony + Desire + Expansion

Soul = Desire, Binding = Imagination
Fire = Change, Passion = Energy, Power, Vibrancy
Air(Breath) = Mind, Vibration, Thought = Perception
Water(Drink) = Emotion, Flow = Empathy, Intuition
Earth(Solid Food) = Grounding = Solidity, Security

For every structure in the body there is the process of:
* Composition – Decomposition
* Growth – Decay
* Formation – Dissolution
If the definition of all disease is degeneration, then every single organ in the body is going to degenerate, and we can say, get diseased and lose more and more of its function.
This is because every cycle is complete.
There cannot be a crest without a trough in a wave.

Its like how a super complex machine can potentially have infinite combinations of issues.
Take your laptop – with its mechanicals, electronics, materials (glass, metal) with all the complex software – O.S. and Apps. Imagine how many combinations of things can go wrong. Its infinite right?

Then we talk about the concept/notion of aging gracefully.
Which means we want the degeneration to smoothly happen in harmony.
But this is not taking into account that harmony can exist only in contrast to disharmony.
So there will be periods of disharmony, because only then can you really appreciate harmony in contrast to that.
So there is more richness in that.

If the purpose of life is just to live as smoothly as you can and die, then it might as well be a well oiled machine running for 100 years.
What makes it worth it? Isn’t it the suffering, drama, surprise, mystery, unexpectedness, unimaginable-ness, adventure that adds to the depth and richness?
Each side illuminates and makes way for an experience of its opposite side.
You cannot have one without the other.
That will lead to a very sterile life.
If it were that sterile and predictable, wouldn’t life not be an insufferable bore?

A mysterious question to ask might be:
What is the energy that upholds the structures of existence?
What is the energy whose entry marks ‘growth and formation’ and whose departure marks ‘disease and decay’?
The answer to that, is that, there isn’t a magical separate elixir like god energy that enchants a so called dead universe devoid of energy.
Everything is made up of the same energy.
The same energy causes sickness, death, suffering also causes health, happiness, pleasure.
This is revealed only when you see the entire picture.

Nothing is static, so everything works in harmony and cycles of waxing waning/contraction release. And then there is also disharmony inserted as disease and suffering to make CREATE the experience of harmony itself (only disharmony makes the experience of harmony even possible).

Everything is alive and moving all the time.
The heart beats, the lungs breathe, the veins and arteries twitch, the digestive system has peristalsis and moves like a long moving snake.
The brain consciousness too has its cycles of activity-inactivity and vibratory activity.
Everything is dynamic (moving, flowing, vibrating, pulsing, twitching, beating, breathing, dancing)
What makes this beautiful is the experience of disease and disharmony.
Thank your disease for making your experience of health possible.
Thank your suffering for making your experience of release possible.

In a drama, the audience congratulate all the actors.
Similarly we must see how everything fits into the fabric of existence.

There is something known as ‘Height of perspective”
One’s values directly correlate to the height from which they see reality.

The person standing on a 10 story office building sees a much smaller view compared to a person standing on an adjacent building, which is say the height of Burj Khalifa.

For the person on the Burj height, the all-encompassing concern of the 10th story person is barely an important thing, he sees far far wider and sees thereby has completely different values/goals/desires.

This might explain why some people can so easily settle down into society defined images while some others keep struggling to fit in, while secretly pursuing higher goals.

I was contemplating on group dynamics today.
Say
P = Person, F = Frame, d = Distance
Four people P1, P2, P3, P4 come together.
For P1, F1 is the preferred frame. For P2, it is F2 and so on.
P1(F1)—–P2(F2)—-P3(F3)—–P4(F4)

Say P1 imposes F1 on all of the people.
Then:
P1(F1)—–P2(F1–d1–F2)—-P3(F1—d2—F3)—–P4(F1——-d3——–F4)
P4 is at the periphery of the group and he will mostly leave.
He is like the free electron who will move out the minute he finds a different opportunity.
P2 on the other hand is in the group core or one of the inner electrons who will stay.

I’ve noticed, I’m like a free electron almost everywhere in all social interactions and all groups.