‘Want to do’ vs. ‘Can do’

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WANT TO DO != CAN DO
WANT TO DO = Subset [CAN DO]
WANT TO DO = Effortless[CAN DO]
CAN DO [WANT TO DO] = Effortless, Aligned with Self, Source of abundant power
CAN DO [DON’T WANT TO DO] = Effortful, Not aligned with self, Lives of borrowed power, Can get depleted.

How to live

Drop, forget, let go of all the old, for the new to enter.
Letting go of the old is not with the guarantee of WHAT the new is going to be,
It is letting go for the sake of letting go.
To live is to die like this at every moment.
The only thing that prevents this is attachments and false identity.
Attachments and false identity prevent full life.

To live -> IS TO MOVE -> Is to Celebrate -> To to move with highest joy and vibration -> And learn fully from every experience -> To to BE the energy of happiness and Freedom.
To live has nothing to do with the content of life/situation/circumstances and so on.
To live fully is the relationship to all the content, which is all the same (in the abstract sense).
All attachments, false identities create fears.
To live is to RACE through all the content and step into the unknown more and more.
Leave the dead knowns and give up that security for the CREATIVE MAGICAL UNKNOWN

When enjoying something, don’t bother about protecting it, fearing whether it will last.
Even if it the last time you’ll ever see it, enjoy it to the fullest.
Attachment is because of not fully experiencing, so you think something more is possible, some backlog is still there.
You feel bad that you could have been happier with it.
But what if you give yourself 100%, totally?
What if you gave yourself so much to life, that no you can stand apart from it?
Then all experience is complete and then there is no attachment, because attachment can only come from some fantasy of a better imagined state in the future.
This imagination simultaneously denies the enjoyment now and postpones it to the future.
It is a sort of self-created trance illusion WE ARE DOING.
Are you 100% fully experiencing NOW as it is, is the question.
Are you giving yourself fully to the NOW? OR Are you holding back some part of you?

Any desire to re-experience something, means that thing has not been completely experienced, which is what creates that remnant desire.
So experience as fully as you can, everything now.
Leave no place for such fantasy, or wishing for something that does not exist.
Lose yourself into effortless existence and its movement.
Lose yourself to effortless presence and give up all effort to hold on to that which is not effortlessly present.
Ultimately there is only life, only movement.
There is slow, constrained, hard, fearful life when we are living from a false identity and fantasy/desires.
When I live fully, I open myself to the stream fully in absorption, leaving no space for any holding on.
All identity is holding on.
Because when experience moves 100%, there is nothing that stays.
There is just pure flow.
Open yourself up now.
Get absorbed into presence until there is no you left.

Live gloriously, die gloriously
Feel pleasure gloriously, feel pain gloriously
Succeed gloriously, Fail gloriously
All is transformation, all is glory.

Different Love Dimensions

There is love at each level.
Each higher love subsumes the lower one.
1. Physical Love
2. Emotional Love
3. Mental Love
4. Energy Love
5. Inspiration Love
6. Soul Love
7. Divine Love

There is only God all the time

There is only God all the time.
God never sleeps, its eternal.
Only the experience of experience sleeps and wakes up to different degrees.
The experience of experience depends on how much God separates HIMSELF WITHIN ITSELF” (personal impersonal duality) which is the splitting within the WHOLE.
More the separation created within itself, more the experience.
And then in deep sleep, god returns to union.

There is only God.
That is your true nature.
You return to your true nature every night in deep sleep.
You are God, believing your are not to varying degrees to create varying degrees of experience.

Why do any practice? and about highest inspiration

Why do any practice? What is the point?
When the inspiration for practice leaves, the practice ends.
Ultimately whatever we are, IS the inspiration of God.
Life is moving inspiration.
If we try to hold on to something, that is not inspiring,
Then life will stall and wait for us, until we sink back to the inspiration, wherever it has moved.
Conjoin yourself with this highest inspiration(God). Merge into it.
The distance of your personal will from God’s will, is what determines how much power you will lose.
The closer you are to God’s will, the more power the personal will have.
And this God’s will is not an objective truth or anything hard and definable, only the person can know in HIS EXPERIENCE.
It is a moving mystery, which one can only BE/UNION WITH.
One cannot stand apart from it and know this mystery.
One can only feel this from the WHOLE.
One could say God = the HIGHEST INSPIRATION itself.
Your highest inspiration is where God is.
Each person can only know this highest inspiration (God) in his experience.
This is the fount of infinite power itself, inside one’s experience.
One knows from one’s experience, how far away one is from this fount of power.
How far is your lifestyle, commitments, attachments, situation putting you from your true inspiration?
It is impossible to know what this God point is for others.
Because all others exist in your experience, so all others are shaped by your experience and ARE your experience basically.
So no OTHER can be GOD, because how can one find the whole in a part, a specific narrow form (i.e. the form you project from your infinite creativity AS that person)?
God or highest inspiration is something one aligns to in one’s own experience.
This is accessed not by thinking, because thinking is just a small fractional form in the infinite.
Rather one reaches GOD only from the movement of the WHOLE of oneself.

The cross of knowledge and becoming

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The cross of knowledge that one carries is dissolved by counter knowledge.
Like one thorn used to remove the other thorn.
Now the ‘knowledge and counter knowledge’ give one a great swirling mental power.
But eventually even the ‘knowledge and counter knowledge’ become another cross.
Now this cross is to be dissolved too.
One is to dissolve this ‘knowledge and counter knowledge’ in the light of awareness and back into its source.

You can only live fully when ‘YOU ARE NOTHING’
If you have become ‘something’ or think you are ‘something’
That is to be dissolved, because that traps you and prevents you from a fuller life experience.
You can only live fully when you have dissolved everything that you have become.
UNBECOME, DISSOLVE, LET GO, UNDO whatever you have become.
Dissolve this cross of your own creation to be FREE.

The eagle of freedom

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The eagle of freedom has 2 wings:
– One wing represents the “Power to Create”
– The other wing represents the “Power to Destroy”
If you do not know how to create, you will have nothing with you.

If you do not know how to destroy, you will get trapped and stifled with your own creation.
So to create with full ‘confidence and awareness’ is possible only if you are also equally ‘confident and aware’ that you can destroy that.

Do not create until you know how to destroy (Else you will get trapped)
Do not destroy until you know how to create (Else you will have nothing)

Life is change.
Change implies simultaneous creation (of the new) and destruction (death of the old)
Change therefore implies the dual power to create and destroy.
Change is Freedom.
100% power to change = 100 % Freedom = 100% Enlivenment/Life

There are no real, independent objects

There are no real objects, only experience objects.
The common view is 180 degrees opposed to the TRUTH.
NO OBJECT HAS CONSCIOUSNESS, RATHER, ALL OBJECTS “ARE” YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.
Another way to put it would be,
No object exists independently, rather, all objects EXIST in and as your own energy.
All objects are your perception.
No thing exists independent of your perception.

Stages of Death

Chaos is always a stage that precedes full disappearance.
From coherent structure -> as energy withdraws -> there is disintegration -> more and more structure is released -> then there are remnants, fragments left -> finally there is complete vanishing/disappearing.
So to ALLOW death is to allow the above process and letting go of all that is dying.
In such a process, the whole tries to die as gracefully as it can, as it loses all structure and moves into the cocoon state of complete surrender.
This is an organic law, and applies to DEATH of EVERYTHING, every form, every idea, every concept, every conceivable thing.
We may see this law across infinite scales.
Like the sun may vanish/die fully back into the universe in 10^10 years.
Every star too has its birth and death, but the scale is so large from our perspective.
To go back into the infinite is to DIE.
To come back into form is to be BORN.
On the smallest scale, relative to human experience, maybe the fastest flash we can perceive might be 1/100th of a second.
So even this flash goes through the same ORGANIC BIRTH and DEATH process I have spoken about above.
A human experience birth and death span maybe 80-100 years.
While the flash’s experience birth and death would span 10ms.
Maybe we have a higher nature experience or soul whose EXPERIENCE might have a birth and death span of 100,000 years (just for imagination).fade_to_black_animation_by_soulkreig-d34zj03

BOTTOMLINE:
Everything is “experience”.
The law of nature is that,
All “experience objects” go through BIRTH AND DEATH
All the “experience objects” simply differ in SCALE of MAGNITUDE and TIME PERIOD
Like cosine waves of experience riding on each other.

Dimensions of Being

From bottom to top:
Dim. 6: Then you have your light ground (Light freq.-Awareness)
Dim. 5: Then you have your perception ground (Electric freq.-Perception)
Dim. 4: Then you have your belief ground (Ether freq.- Sound)
Dim. 3: Then you have your heart/investment ground (Gravity freq.-Attraction)
Dim. 2: Then you have your mental ground (Air freq.- Mental)
Dim. 1: Your emotional existence is your next ground (Liquid freq.-Emotions)
Dim. 0: Your physical existence is your ground dimension (Solid freq.-Physical)

What ground are you standing on?
Which one is shaky?
Which one gives you trouble?
Which one has the most attachments?
Which one is transparent?

Each ground gets transparent when that “particular frequency range” that it represents is fully “let go”.
If you are experiencing one of the grounds, it means, you are still holding on to energetic forms in that particular frequency band.
These dimensions can also be called chakras or chakric realms.