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All guilting happens only from being inauthentic and doing inauthentic service.
That is when you demand gratefulness.
Actions done from self itself are selfless because they come with no agenda or vested interests.
It is doing the thing for the thing itself
It is doing it for the pure interest spontaneity flow love joy of it
Else the service is contrived, and it guilts the other and demands for it.

Nobody from outside can provide true support
It is only subtle or spirit that is the support of everything
If spirit is not supporting, nothing from outside can help
It will only work as a temporary crutch like a dialysis machine
It’s better to surrender and change than to cling to outside supports maintaining ‘spirit vacated’ realities.

It is only spirit that upholds everything and transforms everything
Rest is just an illusion
That means there is no fact at all, nothing objective
All experience is created and dissolved by spirit, all is aliveness
Spirit is the most powerful and singular force that creates and moves everything

Each and every person is supported by spirit
The spirit/oversoul that creates the characters of the play
The oversoul can individually withdraw power from a single character because it is the real creator and destroyer of all the characters and it keeps the character unconscious of the knowledge that the character is actually the oversoul pretending to be the character
It applies this veil and thereby the unity becomes multiplicity
Now each other character from the perspective of the imagined conjured character becomes a mysterious unknown other
Ignorance is created about the other and the character goes into the pursuit of understanding the other.

Every country is an assertion of individuality and boundary.
Trade between countries is relationship.
The same rules apply to the microcosm.
We exist as individuals with boundaries.
As above so below.

Like every country has a personality producing desirable goods for trade.
Even shops and businesses represent personalities.
Even the fruit ‘orange’ has a personality essence.
All are varying degrees of dynamic essence.
From different universes to different atoms, all are unique personalities.

The brain is simply a channeler of influences.
It is only an “experience” access instrument like a radio.
Memories are not stored in the brain.

Giving birth to a child is not a job but a work of art. And what does a work of art require? – sustained interest desire attention, facilitation for it to flourish. It is like nurturing a plant. You cannot make the plant grow or create it. You are simply a facilitator, nurturer and giver of conditions for it to flourish. Growth of the child happens from the seed which was already in place as divine potential. Every child is a divine potential seed, just like plants grow from seeds. Deciding to have a child is like deciding to tend for such a seed. It should be done for the joy of it and for no other reason. If one tends for a plant only so that you can eat it’s fruit that is not out of love but it is out of agenda. So one should ask sincerely ‘Why do I want a child? What is the real reason?’ Do I have the capacity? Do I have other preoccupations? Am I really available for someone else? Do I feel integrated myself and happy with life to take on this?

Responsibility and love are the opposites of each other. Responsibility is burden, duty, weight. Love is celebration joy free lightness. They are opposites. If you feel a child is a burden to you, then first solve your burdens and invest energy into that instead of bringing a child into the world to escape your own burdens and making the child responsible for all that you carry like a scapegoat.

It is intention and ultimately consciousness that determines how you use everything. For evil or good. Anything can be a weapon or blessing. Even a pillow can be used as a weapon of murder, if a person with such an intent sees the world. He would see everything as a weapon. The opposite is true for a person with good intent, he would use everything as a tool for upliftment – like say use a knife to heal someone.

I occupy a band of energy from [Subtle——Gross]
I’m moving towards subtler and subtler truths as the veils are getting lifted more and more.
I am the subtlest most powerful force in the universe – God, but I am right now veiled from that knowledge and all that is subtler than the “band” that I occupy is seen as a unknown mystery force.

The subtle forces invest themselves into the gross material objects of the world and cathect themselves to it.
When the subtle forces lose interest in the world objects, the cathection goes away.
When the subtle forces withdraw from the world itself, one is absorbed in other energetic realities and focus/tuning on this physical/sense/object/form world can only be maintained with effort.
So dark night of senses, is the turning away of loved subtle energies from the sense objects.
The dark night of the soul, is the turning away of subtle energy forces from belief and personality/ego.
The entry of subtle forces is LIFE.
The departure of subtle forces is DEATH.
The subtle forces are what enliven.
There are various depths of subtle forces from:
Subtle ————————– Gross
And various dances can happen.

Manifestation flows from the subtle to the gross.
In this diagram, there are 6 subtle bodies (s1 to s6) finally culminating into the gross body (G) or physical body.
Ultimate all manifestation is flowing from the infinitely subtle, but one may be veiled from the subtlest bodies.
For example in the diagram shown, one may only experience s3,s4,s5,s6,G and there might be a veil between s2 and s3. We may call s2 – subconscious and s3 – unconscious for instance.
These 2 subtle bodies are driving your experience but are not in your experience because they are veiled from you.
Another reason this veiling might happen is because the energies are too active in the lower subtle bodies, as a result they overshadow the subtler bodies completely. Just like you cannot hear your fan running when the TV is loud.
Just as we have death and dissolution of the gross body, we can also have death and dissolution of subtle bodies too. In this case, any invisible subtle body from s1-s6 can undergo a dissolution and you would feel it in your experience.
So death/transformation/dissolution is not necessarily only of the gross (G) but it can apply to any of the subtle bodies too (s1-s6) causing a dark night of the soul for the person experiencing this subtle body death.

Also a higher subtle body can transform a lower subtle body.

For example, if s1 is the all pervading consciousness (I AM), then it can take up center stage and dissolve all the other subtle bodies (s2, s3, s4, s5, s6) , if that is your desire which would come from beyond/above s1 (something even subtler).

Form is a lower kind of life.
Form is subjected to birth and death, or the entry and withdrawal of life force.
Form is a gross entity that is enlivened by the entry and exit of the subtle life force.
Identification with form, and not life means, you will have to experience your death, which is the most painful, where each part of the form screams as it is dries up, withers, decays from lack of support from life force.
It is life that creates and withdraws itself from form creating birth and death.
As long as one is identified with form, one is subject to birth(infusion of life force) and death (vacating of life force).
It is only when identification shifts to life force itself, that one sees the larger picture and sees the form as a passing experience and not as oneself – just as one wears an overcoat for a while and then removes it.

To make it more clear, it is life itself that experiences itself in form so that it can experience the process of birth and death as an adventure.
When one transcends birth and death, it is simply that life moves on to a greater subtler presence that transcends the form.
There is only a movement from smaller life to greater life.

We are all a part of life cycles operating with different time-periods.
For example the life cycle of a may-fly is completed in 24 hours. (shortest life span insect on earth)
While the life cycle of humans happens in around 80-90 years.
The time period is different, but the principle of the birth and death cycle is the same.
All form is subject to the birth and death cycle, no matter what the time period may be.
All temporal objects themselves are subject to ‘birth and death’ or more appropriately ‘arising and passing’.
That is because life cannot imprison itself to living as an unchanging form.
The movement of life is towards greater change/greater aliveness.
Taking various forms is the path of life/spirit growth journey.
The fun is in the growth itself/the journey itself and the ultra-real illusions.