Journey to the Abstract

No “being/thing” can transform itself.
All transformation comes from Above/Divine/God/Grace.
In the hierarchy from gross to subtle objects:
Subtle —S1—-S2—-G1–G2—- Gross
For example only S1 can transform S2.
So in a sense, all transformation is from GRACE only.
Because at any instant, you cannot change WHAT YOU ARE.
You can only use the powers of what is available from WHAT YOU ARE (you can only use the energy potentials available).
For instance, if your current state is G2, no action of yours will get you to G1 except GRACE.
Only GRACE can bring you to G1 (if you are in G2), because all action is coming FROM who you are, so it cannot change who you are.
So enjoy the ride of being a far out adventurer returning home, with the whole ride directed by UNKNOWN/ABOVE/GOD/GRACE/DIVINE.

Each situation/moment is 100% unique
So all knowledge is “past”
All self is “past” too
Because “self” is just a persistent structure that is maintained
To be in the NOW, is to BE THE NOW
Which is nothing
Because there is 100% change at every moment
So you realize YOU “ARE” NOTHING
That is, What you “ARE” (meaning persistent, real, solid you), is NOTHING
This NOTHING is not an object/concept itself, it is not a thing.
It is NOTHING.

It is not that “You” “WITNESS” the “NOW”
That would be 3 things, but in reality there is only ONE.
You can only BE the NOW.
Its even better to say BE NOW (removed the ‘the’ because that implies NOW is a thing/concept/object)
The NOW is the ECSTASY of CHANGE/VIBRATION itself, it is a Endless VERB.
NOW is MOVEMENT
—infinite->—>—>–Flow–>—>—->–infinite—-
The NOW is nothing.
Because there is no thing in a flow, a flow simply keeps changing forever.
But nothing includes all the somethings.

If you are witnessing, that would imply there is a persistent WITNESS.
But even that doesn’t exist ABSOLUTELY (it is possible to hold on to a witness however, and thereby have the experience of the witness stay)
Everything you think you are, is just a holding on.
Eventually even the witness is let go.

Until there is a witness, there is a concept of seeing, letting go, and agency.
But the dissolving of the witness itself is an act of the divine itself.
Because the witness cannot dissolve itself.

Overlap of desire + reciprocation of potential display + mutual investment = Harmony + Desire + Expansion

Soul = Desire, Binding = Imagination
Fire = Change, Passion = Energy, Power, Vibrancy
Air(Breath) = Mind, Vibration, Thought = Perception
Water(Drink) = Emotion, Flow = Empathy, Intuition
Earth(Solid Food) = Grounding = Solidity, Security

For every structure in the body there is the process of:
* Composition – Decomposition
* Growth – Decay
* Formation – Dissolution
If the definition of all disease is degeneration, then every single organ in the body is going to degenerate, and we can say, get diseased and lose more and more of its function.
This is because every cycle is complete.
There cannot be a crest without a trough in a wave.

Its like how a super complex machine can potentially have infinite combinations of issues.
Take your laptop – with its mechanicals, electronics, materials (glass, metal) with all the complex software – O.S. and Apps. Imagine how many combinations of things can go wrong. Its infinite right?

Then we talk about the concept/notion of aging gracefully.
Which means we want the degeneration to smoothly happen in harmony.
But this is not taking into account that harmony can exist only in contrast to disharmony.
So there will be periods of disharmony, because only then can you really appreciate harmony in contrast to that.
So there is more richness in that.

If the purpose of life is just to live as smoothly as you can and die, then it might as well be a well oiled machine running for 100 years.
What makes it worth it? Isn’t it the suffering, drama, surprise, mystery, unexpectedness, unimaginable-ness, adventure that adds to the depth and richness?
Each side illuminates and makes way for an experience of its opposite side.
You cannot have one without the other.
That will lead to a very sterile life.
If it were that sterile and predictable, wouldn’t life not be an insufferable bore?

A mysterious question to ask might be:
What is the energy that upholds the structures of existence?
What is the energy whose entry marks ‘growth and formation’ and whose departure marks ‘disease and decay’?
The answer to that, is that, there isn’t a magical separate elixir like god energy that enchants a so called dead universe devoid of energy.
Everything is made up of the same energy.
The same energy causes sickness, death, suffering also causes health, happiness, pleasure.
This is revealed only when you see the entire picture.

Nothing is static, so everything works in harmony and cycles of waxing waning/contraction release. And then there is also disharmony inserted as disease and suffering to make CREATE the experience of harmony itself (only disharmony makes the experience of harmony even possible).

Everything is alive and moving all the time.
The heart beats, the lungs breathe, the veins and arteries twitch, the digestive system has peristalsis and moves like a long moving snake.
The brain consciousness too has its cycles of activity-inactivity and vibratory activity.
Everything is dynamic (moving, flowing, vibrating, pulsing, twitching, beating, breathing, dancing)
What makes this beautiful is the experience of disease and disharmony.
Thank your disease for making your experience of health possible.
Thank your suffering for making your experience of release possible.

In a drama, the audience congratulate all the actors.
Similarly we must see how everything fits into the fabric of existence.

There is something known as ‘Height of perspective”
One’s values directly correlate to the height from which they see reality.

The person standing on a 10 story office building sees a much smaller view compared to a person standing on an adjacent building, which is say the height of Burj Khalifa.

For the person on the Burj height, the all-encompassing concern of the 10th story person is barely an important thing, he sees far far wider and sees thereby has completely different values/goals/desires.

This might explain why some people can so easily settle down into society defined images while some others keep struggling to fit in, while secretly pursuing higher goals.

I was contemplating on group dynamics today.
Say
P = Person, F = Frame, d = Distance
Four people P1, P2, P3, P4 come together.
For P1, F1 is the preferred frame. For P2, it is F2 and so on.
P1(F1)—–P2(F2)—-P3(F3)—–P4(F4)

Say P1 imposes F1 on all of the people.
Then:
P1(F1)—–P2(F1–d1–F2)—-P3(F1—d2—F3)—–P4(F1——-d3——–F4)
P4 is at the periphery of the group and he will mostly leave.
He is like the free electron who will move out the minute he finds a different opportunity.
P2 on the other hand is in the group core or one of the inner electrons who will stay.

I’ve noticed, I’m like a free electron almost everywhere in all social interactions and all groups.

The whole changes the whole.
No part changes the whole.
The whole changes no specific part.
All change is either total or nothing.

I slipped in and out of some lucid dreams today with full consciousness, after a long time.
I got some wonderful insights and confirmations from the overall experience.
There is a chaos field of bubbling, vibrating, ecstasy without any objects.
It is like energy in its unborn (unmanifest) potential which has not yet taken form.
I felt this energy like a buzzing vibration with no objects.
This felt like the world creator energy.
All worlds spring from this energy and return to it.
(And all worlds are consciousness worlds)
From this ecstatic vibrating space, a lucid dream would manifest.
I would simply EMERGE into it and it would form with increasing clarity.
But the whole formation is WHOLE, TOTAL and ORGANIC.
It is exactly like tuning into an already existing signal on your radio.
The static that you hear, is this buzzing unborn vibration I am speaking about.
And when you tune into a station, as you move the knob, the entirety of sound vibration adjusts and flows into the radio station signal.
My experience was exactly like that.
And I have validated this on numerous occasions even earlier in my contemplations, but this was another very clear reminder of that nature of reality.
It is the ultimate holism. Everything changes.
The whole field changes and moves to different realities.
From this field, arises all of creation, and all of creation returns to that field.
It is the field of unborn potential.
There is a singular infinite energy that moves through infinite parallel universes.
The dream and reality have exactly the same essentially nature.
This holarchic transforming through infinite universes simultaneously appearing and transforming.
Exactly like how Bashar explains it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=38khp3UkWIw

To see the full import of your thoughts and actions, contemplate the question:
What would happen if everyone – all 7 billion humans – did this action in the same way that I am going to do it?
So that would be multiplying your action in scale.
Then the next question would be of investment or becoming, because every thought and action is an investment and structure building in the psyche.
What is the direction of this thought or action? What would happen to me if I do this same action 10,000 times over the course of time?
What kind of energetic investment and structure would I have created in myself at that future moment?