Journey to the Abstract

There are no real objects, only experience objects.
The common view is 180 degrees opposed to the TRUTH.
NO OBJECT HAS CONSCIOUSNESS, RATHER, ALL OBJECTS “ARE” YOUR CONSCIOUSNESS.
Another way to put it would be,
No object exists independently, rather, all objects EXIST in and as your own energy.
All objects are your perception.
No thing exists independent of your perception.

Chaos is always a stage that precedes full disappearance.
From coherent structure -> as energy withdraws -> there is disintegration -> more and more structure is released -> then there are remnants, fragments left -> finally there is complete vanishing/disappearing.
So to ALLOW death is to allow the above process and letting go of all that is dying.
In such a process, the whole tries to die as gracefully as it can, as it loses all structure and moves into the cocoon state of complete surrender.
This is an organic law, and applies to DEATH of EVERYTHING, every form, every idea, every concept, every conceivable thing.
We may see this law across infinite scales.
Like the sun may vanish/die fully back into the universe in 10^10 years.
Every star too has its birth and death, but the scale is so large from our perspective.
To go back into the infinite is to DIE.
To come back into form is to be BORN.
On the smallest scale, relative to human experience, maybe the fastest flash we can perceive might be 1/100th of a second.
So even this flash goes through the same ORGANIC BIRTH and DEATH process I have spoken about above.
A human experience birth and death span maybe 80-100 years.
While the flash’s experience birth and death would span 10ms.
Maybe we have a higher nature experience or soul whose EXPERIENCE might have a birth and death span of 100,000 years (just for imagination).

BOTTOMLINE:
Everything is “experience”.
The law of nature is that,
All “experience objects” go through BIRTH AND DEATH
All the “experience objects” simply differ in SCALE of MAGNITUDE and TIME PERIOD
Like cosine waves of experience riding on each other.

From bottom to top:
Dim. 6: Then you have your light ground (Light freq.-Awareness)
Dim. 5: Then you have your perception ground (Electric freq.-Perception)
Dim. 4: Then you have your belief ground (Ether freq.- Sound)
Dim. 3: Then you have your heart/investment ground (Gravity freq.-Attraction)
Dim. 2: Then you have your mental ground (Air freq.- Mental)
Dim. 1: Your emotional existence is your next ground (Liquid freq.-Emotions)
Dim. 0: Your physical existence is your ground dimension (Solid freq.-Physical)

What ground are you standing on?
Which one is shaky?
Which one gives you trouble?
Which one has the most attachments?
Which one is transparent?

Each ground gets transparent when that “particular frequency range” that it represents is fully “let go”.
If you are experiencing one of the grounds, it means, you are still holding on to energetic forms in that particular frequency band.
These dimensions can also be called chakras or chakric realms.

Surrender tiredness, you will be active
Surrender activity, you will rest
Surrender shyness, you will be bold
Surrender boldness, you will be shy
Surrender good, you will be bad
Surrender bad, you will be good
Surrender happiness, you will be sad
Surrender sadness, you will be happy
Surrender pride, you will be humble
Surrender humility, you will be prideful
Surrender pain, you will have pleasure
Surrender pleasure, you will have pain
Surrender everything, you will be Greatest(GOD)
You are, what you have not surrendered
Be it anything, great or terrible

Receive the ‘what is’ with reverence/as a gift
Union with everything
Union with both the harmony and the disharmony
Surrender all fixations, across all levels
Allow destruction, allow creation
They are no different
All that is happening, is the ONE transforming
Stay in and as the ONE, at all times (do not lose sight)

1: PURE RECEPTION = (all up)
2: PURE DEPLETION = (all down)
3: HALF RECEPTION HALF DEPLETION = (worldly person doing things and enjoying himself and exploring)

1st: The left diagram is when all your chakras are facing upward
That is the states where you are entirely in service of the divine
This would be a mystical state of not being in the world and having everything/all chakras serve the highest freq(infinite).
2nd: You have the dark night experience, where everything is cut off, the world and God both
All you have is yourself (as accumulation, a cross) and you watch/solve the tetris and see/dissolve all that you had become.
3rd: Is the common worldly man
Where his chakras face straight to the world..
So he receives part world and part god and does things in the world.

I am the rising vector
I am the evolution force
I am the ascension force
I am the uplifting force
I am the transcendence force
I am the force moving upwards to God/Sun
I am the eagle flying into the sun
I am the power granting force
I am the ennobling force

Because all untrue investment is a time-bomb, before the suffering becomes great enough, that you are exhausted, and then further maintaining that investment is like carrying a heavy cross when injured (the plight when taken to the extreme is analogous to what Jesus had to carry).

The ground here is that,
You are energy,
There is only one energy,
You ARE that ONE.

Now your energy carries various frequency bands of vibratory energies.
All pain is the “EXPERIENCE OF DISHARMONY” of vibratory energies.
The “EXPERIENCE OF DISHARMONY” is the “EXPERIENCE OF PAIN” (experientially speaking)
So pain is not a specific sensation, because one could be in harmony with that, in which case, that is no longer pain, but part of a harmonized experience.
Pain is something that is:
‘out of place’
‘the outlier’
‘the odd man out’
‘the resisted portion’
‘the undesired part’
‘the offbeat frequency’
It is the holding on of a discordant frequency in your energy which is not aligned with your other “emergent” harmonies.

Every identity is the formation of a “locus/nexus/harmony of structure” in your energy.
If identity is not WHOLE, then it is a PART, and therefore a part of your energy takes on a coherent/harmonious structure, and the other part appears as pain as you naturally identify with the “harmony/locus” just formed.
In this manner, different discrete sensation experiences can be in harmony or dis-harmony with the “harmony locus(identity)” formed and thereby the same sensation can create great pleasure or great pain.
This harmony/locus/nexus can be called the “input interpretation structure”.
In a sense “Input interpretation” IS “Reality experience”

By definition, all experience is only of the outside, its not possible to experience who you are, you can only experience the outside.
So by definition when you form an identity, you union with a certain “harmony locus” in your energy. That part of energy disappears from your experience and becomes YOU(implicit PERCEIVER), and what is outside becomes the EXPERIENCE/PERCEIVED.
Now you cannot experience ‘You/Perceiver’ because YOU ARE THAT, like a flame cannot burn itself.
So in a sense the highest goal is to UNION WITH EVERYTHING and QUELL ALL EXPERIENCE.
If you have an ‘Experience’, it means you have not union’ed with that thing.
Because if you did union with that thing, you would not EXPERIENCE it.
“EXPERIENCE” itself indicates that the object of experience is outside of you.
That is the fundamental duality of the ‘perceiver and perceived’.
The perceiver is implicit to every perception.
It is the perceiver that implicitly governs every experience.

IN THE SUBTLEST SENSE, All EXPERIENCE itself is PAIN.
Because all experience indicates SEPARATENESS/LACK OF UNION.
All EXPERIENCE = PRESENCE OF OTHER, and all presence of other is pain.
“NON-EXPERIENCE” or “ABSENCE” or “TOTAL UNION of everything with you” is the greatest JOY, like “DEEP SLEEP” IS.

* First is physical “comfort and pleasure” (bodily comforts)
* Second is emotional “comfort and pleasure” (relationships, sex)
* Third is the “comfort and pleasure” of identity, knowledge and power.
* Fourth is the “comfort and pleasure” of expansion of being (love/attraction/inclusion)
* Fifth is “pleasure” of creative expression (art and beauty in all forms)
* Sixth is pleasure of “perception worlds, belief worlds”
* Seventh is the pleasure of “Stillness, Ground of being, Peace” (Divine)