I cannot control experience
That is the humiliation for the ego whose job is to control and direct experience
With seeing the egos futility, the ego gets depressed and resigns
It loses all direction and simply tries to maintain the most basic status quo and frames
Which also gets harder and harder as the higher subtler oversoul withdraws power from the ego
One is everything at all times, the oversoul is me even now, but it is simply veiled by my grosser ego energy and mind energy
Like silence is there all the time but it is simply the noises that cover it up.
That is the humiliation for the ego whose job is to control and direct experience
With seeing the egos futility, the ego gets depressed and resigns
It loses all direction and simply tries to maintain the most basic status quo and frames
Which also gets harder and harder as the higher subtler oversoul withdraws power from the ego
One is everything at all times, the oversoul is me even now, but it is simply veiled by my grosser ego energy and mind energy
Like silence is there all the time but it is simply the noises that cover it up.
Journey to the Abstract 