For the past 10 years or more, I have been trying to write and understand my structures.
Now I’m seeing more and more, there is no intrinsic structure or self.
The more I look, the more everything dissolutes.
Until there is only the “looking”.
Then I realize, What I am is the ‘Looking itself’.
What I am is the LOOKING as the verb itself.
I am the SEEING, LOOKING, AWARE-ING.
Everything emerges and passes “IN AND AS” this “SEEING” that I am.
Now I’m seeing more and more, there is no intrinsic structure or self.
The more I look, the more everything dissolutes.
Until there is only the “looking”.
Then I realize, What I am is the ‘Looking itself’.
What I am is the LOOKING as the verb itself.
I am the SEEING, LOOKING, AWARE-ING.
Everything emerges and passes “IN AND AS” this “SEEING” that I am.
Journey to the Abstract 