A powerful shining light
Then we start to create an identity
which is like clothes worn over the light
This identity is picked up from parents
family, relatives, friends, other early experiences
This identity forms the abstract meta-relationship matrix/fractal
for relating with the world
The rest of our lives we spend in furthering this identity
experiences that we like, strengthen or validate our identity
experiences that we do not like, cause suffering,
as we try to hold on to our identity against the opposing forces
The creation of the identity
is the first layer of falsity/false
We internalize the identity belief
and that becomes our first burden
Our first clothes, over the pure light
Then we spend the rest our lives
furthering these burdens, clothes, falsities
In some people there is a return movement
Of contemplation, examination, observation
Which causes the inner light to start a backwards movement
Instead of creating more and more falsities and newer identifications
It starts to questioning the existing clothes/falsities/identifications/created limitations
and then there is this process of unbecoming
First there is becoming
Then there is unbecoming
where the fragments now come back together
Get reabsorbed and the infinite is got back
This is one breath of life.
The creation/destruction of karma.
The movie of hide and seek
Of getting willingly lost and the adventure of finding oneself again
It is creating and getting lost into the false and then finding the truth again
In a sense, I cannot even call something false or something true
Judgments like that fail, when seen in this giant perspective
This is more of a play, a movie, an adventure of the divine.
Every human being or living thing could be said to be a certain kind of breath of life/adventure.
