“Nothing” is only a pointer

I think the bottomline is: “Nothing” cannot be given a word.
So whatever word is given, that conception becomes it.
No matter how rarified, it is still just a word and invokes just a particular formation and that “particularity” is NOT IT.
The same dilemma holds true for words like “God” or “Infinite”.
A word can only describe particulars, things, conceptions.
So words like – God, Infinite, Nothing – are only pointers and have no essence/substance/structure of their own.

See your divine condition and accept it

You have to accept your divine condition.
Why am I affected by others?
Well, YOU ARE AFFECTED that’s it, that is the condition.
The extent of your impressionability, fragility, helplessness, vulnerability, and powerlessness, its all part of the divine condition.
Every atom of your experience NOW is the condition.
Deal with it. You are the condition itself.

Every loss of freedom that happens because of others, is part of the divine condition.
Again see the full condition first and then deal with it.
Ultimately there is just acceptance of the divine condition present, that’s all.

I am the entire condition itself.
That WHOLE is my full identity, not this person.
The video game condition itself is me, not just the character I am moving using WASD.
All I can do is work from seeing the whole – Harmonizing the whole.
There is no ONE correct action, a RULE or a LAW.
PARTIAL SEEING will inevitably result in disharmony.
The WHOLE SEEING is in itself the intelligence that leads to WHOLE ACTION.
You can only ACT from PURE INTENT.

What is the witness of the subtlest to the grossest objects?

This witness is a field, it subsumes all the subtle-gross objects and is fundamentally beyond.
Even to say it is beyond all the objects is incorrect.
Rather it includes and transcends.
The field is free of ALL the gross-subtle objects in it. They are all just an appearance in the field, and the field is completely inherently free from all these appearances, just like your TV screen is free of all the pictures that appear on it.
A better analogy is, it is like moving to a higher dimension where all the subtle-gross objects are only ONE of its possible appearances.

So, it is only belief that is the prison.
If you believe that there is an world outside of you, you have not transcended.
Whereas if you see the world is inside of you (your field) as an appearance, then you have transcended it.
You only outgrow the hypnosis of seeing yourself as a part of the world, into seeing the world as a possibility or appearance of the field that you are.
An even better analogy is of waking up from a dream and becoming lucid within the dream.
Now, you see all the dream objects and people as you, since you know that you are the dream itself and that the whole dream is your field.
Moving from being in a dream world, to seeing the whole dream field as YOUR APPEARANCE is the transition.

My ultimate desire

I’m not interested in new senses.
I’m not interested in more content.
Rather, I want the “force/cathexis/energy/desire/power/emotion/beauty/interest/passion/love” that functions invisibly with content.
But even all of the above are temporal subtle objects separate from me, which I experience and they can be taken away from me like any-thing temporal.
So what I surrender is not the object, but it is my way of seeing it/the perception of it as separate and the temporal space-time experience that comes as a result of that.
All of enlightenment is only about changing perception and nothing else.
One simply dissolves all separateness into larger and larger spaces, until your identity is all there is.
All drives are like subtle invisible(feeling only, like one feels wind) objects.
And the question is raised “Who/What is it that stands apart and witnesses the object, controls it, acts like a valve of how much energy should go to it”.
What is the control mechanism, valve like mechanism, energy trapper, that directs energy in a certain algorithm towards seemingly external inert objects?”
What is that “machine” that manipulates the shining of the primordial light and focuses it on only some objects and not others?
What is this entity in front of eyes that manipulates my clear seeing in a certain way?
I ultimately just want the ONE(the ultimate one without a second) and I want to MERGE/UNION with it.

Chakric Realms and God frequency

1 – When physicality dominates – emotions are silenced.
2 – When emotion dominates – mind is silenced.
3 – When mind dominates – love is silenced.
4 – When love dominates – true expression (doing the right thing in accordance with divine principle) is silenced.
5 – When true expression dominates – perception is silenced.
6 – When perception dominates – the divine is silenced.
Ultimately the goal is harmony of the whole.
And this harmony is already present once ‘WE’ step out of the way and let the effortless/perfect unfolding happen.
Even the slightest personal doing on our part (in any of these realms) results in disruption of the smooth flow.
So our personal doing is the ignorance.
The “Person” is “IGNORANCE” itself.
In truth, there is no real/substantial person, beyond it being just one of the appearances.
YOU do not exist.
Illumination is to see there is no person.
Rather there is only divine light, and the person was just a form that was held onto, because of FALSE IDENTIFICATION.
So all holding on is false identification and ignorance.
Letting go, in all the chakric realms will free all your chakras.
Desire moves everything.
Desire/Longing for this transcendence and its movement is the upward movement of the being frequency itself.
It is the movement of “being” towards God frequency.
The God frequency is the highest frequency (tends to infinity).
When Being realizes it is the God frequency, then it allows everything and gives total freedom to all forms in the higher density realms, meaning total freedom, release and full understanding of all chakras.
The journey to God is a miraculous one/unimaginable one, you can never know how it will take shape.
If you know how it works, that means, that knowing is a dead structure, that needs to be made alive with divine light and freed.

List of Inspirational Speakers

  1. Eckhart Tolle
  2. Shinzen Young
  3. Sadhguru
  4. Adyashanti
  5. Terrence Mckenna
  6. Bashar
  7. Robert Alias
  8. Jeff Foster
  9. PillaiCenter: Dattatreya siva baba
  10. Swami Vivekanada
  11. Richard Feyman
  12. Alan Watts
  13. UG Krishamurti
  14. Jiddu Krishnamurti
  15. Mooji
  16. Abraham Hicks
  17. Deepak Chopra
  18. Conference Report Youtube Channel (certain parts)
  19. Osho
  20. Ozen Rajneesh
  21. Peter Marchand
  22. Peter Russell
  23. Wayne Dyer- Taoism
  24. Michael Webb – A culture towards awakening blog
  25. Sage Bodhisattva (YouTube)
  26. Ram Daas
  27. Yuttadhammo
  28. Adi Da
  29. Benitho Massaro
  30. Scott Kiloby
  31. Charlie Hayes
  32. Vijai S Shankar
  33. Tony Parsons
  34.   (YouTube)
  35. Krishnananda (successor to Sivananda)
  36. Gurdjieff
  37. Ouspensky
  38. Nityananda
  39. ScientificMysticism (YouTube)
  40. Rupert Spira
  41. Francis Lucille
  42. Robert Wolfe
  43. Jiddu Krishnamurti – Non duality cartoons
  44. Nisargadatta Maharaj
  45. Jed Mckenna
  46. Ramana Maharishi
  47. Timothy Leary
  48. Bruce Lee
  49. Carl Jung
  50. Lisa Cairns
  51. Shunyamurti
  52. Richard Lang
  53. Douglas Harding
  54. Andrew Cohen
  55. Abraham Hicks
  56. Sen (Calm down mind)
  57. Gabor Mate
  58. Paul Brunton
  59. St. John of the Cross
  60. Atulanand Ji
  61. Ramesh S. Balsekar
  62. Peter Russel
  63. Maithreyaa Swame
  64. Barry Long
  65. David Hawkins
  66. Ishwar Puri
  67. Linda Clair
  68. Kyle Cease
  69. Gary Weber
  70. Manly P. Hall
  71. Youtube: Channel higher self
  72. Almine
  73. Jayson Wiggins
  74. Peter Holleran (Mountainrunnerdoc blog)
  75. Shunyamurti
  76. Shunya Yoga – Amir Mourad
  77. Joe Rogan
  78. Benjamin Smythe
  79. Robert Anton Wilson – 8 circuit model
  80. Ocyphius
  81. Jason Shulman
  82. Baba Ramdev
  83. Scott Mandelker
  84. Thich Nhat Hanh
  85. Mark Passio
  86. Ra – Law of One
  87. Trevor Ilesley
  88. Jordan Peterson
  89. Matt-Kahn
  90. Sam Harris
  91. Dr. Michael Laitman
  92. Brian Alger
  93. Alan Mcfarlane
  94. Sri Summairu
  95. Dr Hew Len
  96. Burt Harding
  97. Mukti (Adyashanti’s wife)
  98. Elliott Hulse
  99. Eli Jaxon-Bear
  100. Poonja Papaji
  101. Anadi
  102. Craig Holiday
  103. Michael Beckwith
  104. Sam Geppi(astrology)
  105. Swami Kriyananda
  106. Brijesh Gautam(hindi discourse)
  107. Tom Campbell(simulation theory)
  108. Teal Swan
  109. Aaron Abke


  1. Spirit science channel
  2. Vsauce channel
  3. Victor Otto channel

Books highly recommended:

    1. In Search of the Miraculous – PD Ouspensky
    2. States of Consciousness – Charles Tart
    3. Altered States of Consciousness – Charles Tart
    4. Breaking open the head (A Psychedelic Journey)- Daniel Pinchbeck
    5. I am that – Nisargadatta Maharaj
    6. Open Secret – Wei Wu Wei
    7. The Attention revolution – Alan Wallace
    8. Spiritual Enlightenment the damnedest thing – Jed Mckenna
    9. Alkuajatus – The original thought
    10. Alkuajatus – Report from a free world
    11. A course in consciousness
    12. The Ayahuasca Experience – Antipodes of the mind
    13. Non-violent communication – Marshall
    14. Freedom from the known – Jiddu Krishnamurti
    15. Disappearance of the universe – Gary Renard
    16. Confusion no more – Ramesh Balsekar
    17. Yoga Sutras – Patanjali (http://www.swamij.com/yoga-sutras.htm)
    18. Care of the soul – Thomas Moore
    19. Ego and the Dynamic Ground – Michael Washburn
    20. Collision with the Infinite – Suzanne Segal
    21. The point of existence – Transformations of Narcissism – A. H. Almaas
    22. The pearl beyond price – Integration of Personality into Being – A.H. Almaas
    23. Mystic Musings – Sadhguru
    24. Fading towards enlightenment – Wayne Wirs
    25. Living with Reality – Who we are…
    26. Dispelling Wetiko: Breaking the Curse of Evil
    27. Bruce Lee – Artist of life
    28. Kabbalistic Healing – A path to an awakened soul
    29. The Kybalion – By three initiates
    30. Pathwork lectures: http://pathwork.org/the-lectures/
    31. Power vs. Force – David Hawkins