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“Nothing” is only a pointer

I think the bottomline is: “Nothing” cannot be given a word.
So whatever word is given, that conception becomes it.
No matter how rarified, it is still just a word and invokes just a particular formation and that “particularity” is NOT IT.
The same dilemma holds true for words like “God” or “Infinite”.
A word can only describe particulars, things, conceptions.
So words like – God, Infinite, Nothing – are only pointers and have no essence/substance/structure of their own.
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About heart/soul(symbolic) as the attunement instrument

All attunement happens from the heart.
The brain is then just an awesome instrument available in the attunement that the heart has chosen.
To take different perspectives, different points of view, see through different consciousness locuses/lenses, to tune into different worlds by altering frequency = done by heart/soul.
My primary ability is to take ‘different points of view’ and tune into multiple worlds and perspectives.
Perspective of a bird, insect, every creature/being, earth, celestial bodies – sun, planets, moons, and so on.
Each is a “unique and infinite” point of view.
Each is a realm, a world.
In my entire life, I have shifted tuning to millions of such worlds/realm.
What I see is that each point of view is an INFINITY.
I’m only moving from infinity to infinity.
My deepest knowledge from navigating all the worlds is in the relativity/validity/infinity/wonder of all worlds.
Any judgment I hold is transitory because the judgment is simply the output of energy channeled through a frame/orientation of mind. But what if each frame that the heart tunes to is an entire infinite realm. We are all only cosmic grand navigators, and the situation in the world is where people have concretized their imagination and have forgotten the real nature of their condition.
But yea, maybe this dream of limitation/concretization of perspective, and full conviction in an objective world has its place, its wonder too.
I feel like I’m the true traveler.
My intellect is just a powerful celebrator and instrument that illuminates whatever worlds my heart/soul chooses to tune into.
This is a game of hide and seek, a game of remembering and forgetting.
We are the supreme being itself, representing the greatest wonder and riches.
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Converting Depression into Flow

The thing about depression is that, it is only seen in relativity.
There is some benchmark of performance, ability, condition that you are comparing your current state against.

The 2 broad relativity elements:
– One element is relativity w.r.t other people and their state of mind you observe/intuit/vicariously feel/experience/empathize with.
– The other element is relativity with your own happy memories and memories of other freer states of mind with higher possibilities.

To avoid the 1st relativity, you can isolate yourself.
To avoid the 2nd relativity, you can try to absorb your mind in something.

If there is an “interest potential” present in the mind, and you can simply tap into that. Like something you really want to read about, a video you wanted to watch etc. In my experience, there is always something the mind is most interested in – at every moment.
We think of the mind as a noun, a thing.
But actually it is a verb, a flow, a movement.
Without movement of the mind, you would be in deep sleep.
So one method is to simply BE and FLOW as the whole mind, and let it go where-ever it wants to. You will notice in this approach, the mind will automatically after a while center itself on some core issues, road block in your life that is troubling you.

Generally, if a deep need of yours is not fulfilled, the mind will naturally get preoccupied with that. So one way to avoid resistance and struggle is to surrender to whatever interest appears. It can be anything. Many a times, this spontaneous interest might be quite out of line, with what you would like yourself to be/think/do/act etc. But those images are precisely the ones that need to be surrendered. That way, the mind can simply flow with whatever movement it naturally has.
It will naturally mobilize and center itself in the direction of your core issue/problem if you just allow it. It will eventually settle on your deepest longings.

The main suffering here is of NOT ACCEPTING the states of longing, desperation, looping thoughts, obsessions, fixations, chaos, slowness, heaviness, debilitation, fatigue, emptiness, guilt, regret, feeling sorry, pity, anger, rage, uneasiness, unpleasantness, physical pain, stuckness of forces, despair regarding where to move.
So if you just allow the whole mind to flow, it will take you down a deep rabbit hole and solve everything as it goes through that. Your life experience may change in unimaginable ways and you may comprehend mystical insights far above your current level.
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Energy Fluctuations

The available energy for my ego/agency/power keeps widely varying/fluctuating throughout the day.
It is quite random and unpredictable.
The energy withdrawal at times is so sharp that it sharply nose dives towards emptiness.
When this happens, whatever I still haven’t let go of, gets crushed by the reducing energy.
Imagine, you suddenly receive only 1/10th of your monthly salary. Doesn’t this put a huge crunch on your finances for that month? All your possessions feel like a burden and you may have to sell some stuff, give away stuff, cut corners and somehow get through the month.
This is something like that.
My wildly fluctuating energies, prevent me from holding on to anything.
Because I do not know when I would suddenly lose everything.
Suddenly, I get squeezed like a lemon.
OR
I can say it is like the jaws of the tiger’s mouth suddenly tightening on the ego (the structure I hold on to as me).
So the rajas, tamas, and sattva are quite unpredictable.
As a rule:
I get the insight in the sattvic times, and try to apply the insight method in the tamasic times.
The tamasic times feels like immobilizing encumbrance, burden.
The rajasic times feel like desperation, turmoil and anxiety.
The sattvic times are the times when I feel clear, peace, clarity.
I have to be ever-ready to deal with whatever fluctuation happens.
When the energy rushes in, I feel fear because I don’t know when it might be taken away from me.
When the energy is low, I feel fear it might remain that way for too long.
At both times, the “This too shall pass” creates a fear contraction and tightening in me.
This is like an endless moment to moment surprise adventure.
It reminds me of a part of the navy seal training.
They train you to face unpredictable situations without giving into fear.
The face of the person in training is covered with a black cloth bag.
Now the bag is suddenly removed, and he is made to face some unexpected situation.
It could be 3 people trying to attack him, or something as trivial as someone asking him where the nearest station is.
This energy fluctuation I am going through feels similar.
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The physical world is a mirror of the invisible world

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The physical world is a mirror of the invisible world.
If you want to know the invisible world, look at the physical world.
All the forces that act in the physical world – the same forces act in the invisible world too.
All the rules for gross objects, apply to the invisible subtle objects too.
Just like we have:
– Solid Objects
– Smaller parts, nuts and bolts
– Powder
– Molecules
– Atoms
– Quarks
– …
Similarly in the invisible world of vibration/feeling/sensation, we have the same gross to subtle forces spectrum.
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Threads of causation

The causation thread goes all the way to the infinite/to god/to the unknown/mystery/blurry/foggy horizon
So each and every thing can be traced back to god/mystery/unknown.
It follows the thread of the known – getting subtler and subtler until it vanishes past your seeing ability reaching the horizon/unknown.
All attribution of substance(gross to subtle) depends on how far one sees into the causation thread.
If you see short, you see definite gross entity causes, if you see far, you see various subtle potentials manifesting everything and the picture looks far more complex.
If one sees the farthest, he sees all causation threads leading back to the infinite nothing.
Ultimately everything is a VERB, an UNFOLDING, a PROCESS.
There are forces, which are aggregate of smaller forces, and those smaller forces are aggregates of even smaller forces and so on.
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List of Inspirational Speakers

  1. Eckhart Tolle
  2. Shinzen Young
  3. Sadhguru
  4. Adyashanti
  5. Terrence Mckenna
  6. Bashar
  7. Robert Alias
  8. Jeff Foster
  9. PillaiCenter: Dattatreya siva baba
  10. Swami Vivekananda
  11. Richard Feyman
  12. Alan Watts
  13. UG Krishamurti
  14. Jiddu Krishnamurti
  15. Mooji
  16. Abraham Hicks
  17. Deepak Chopra
  18. Conference Report Youtube Channel (certain parts)
  19. Osho
  20. Ozen Rajneesh
  21. Peter Marchand
  22. Peter Russell
  23. Wayne Dyer- Taoism
  24. Michael Webb – A culture towards awakening blog
  25. Sage Bodhisattva (YouTube)
  26. Ram Daas
  27. Yuttadhammo
  28. Adi Da
  29. Benitho Massaro
  30. Scott Kiloby
  31. Charlie Hayes
  32. Vijai S Shankar
  33. Tony Parsons
  34.   (YouTube)
  35. Krishnananda (successor to Sivananda)
  36. Gurdjieff
  37. Ouspensky
  38. Nityananda
  39. ScientificMysticism (YouTube)
  40. Rupert Spira
  41. Francis Lucille
  42. Robert Wolfe
  43. Jiddu Krishnamurti – Non duality cartoons
  44. Nisargadatta Maharaj
  45. Jed Mckenna
  46. Ramana Maharishi
  47. Timothy Leary
  48. Bruce Lee
  49. Carl Jung
  50. Lisa Cairns
  51. Shunyamurti
  52. Richard Lang
  53. Douglas Harding
  54. Andrew Cohen
  55. Abraham Hicks
  56. Sen (Calm down mind)
  57. Gabor Mate
  58. Paul Brunton
  59. St. John of the Cross
  60. Atulanand Ji
  61. Ramesh S. Balsekar
  62. Peter Russel
  63. Maithreyaa Swame
  64. Barry Long
  65. David Hawkins
  66. Ishwar Puri
  67. Linda Clair
  68. Kyle Cease
  69. Gary Weber
  70. Manly P. Hall
  71. Youtube: Channel higher self
  72. Almine
  73. Jayson Wiggins
  74. Peter Holleran (Mountainrunnerdoc blog)
  75. Shunya Yoga – Amir Mourad
  76. Joe Rogan
  77. Benjamin Smythe
  78. Robert Anton Wilson – 8 circuit model
  79. Ocyphius
  80. Jason Shulman
  81. Baba Ramdev
  82. Scott Mandelker
  83. Thich Nhat Hanh
  84. Mark Passio
  85. Ra – Law of One
  86. Trevor Ilesley
  87. Jordan Peterson
  88. Matt-Kahn
  89. Sam Harris
  90. Dr. Michael Laitman
  91. Brian Alger
  92. Alan Mcfarlane
  93. Sri Summairu
  94. Dr Hew Len
  95. Burt Harding
  96. Mukti (Adyashanti’s wife)
  97. Elliott Hulse
  98. Eli Jaxon-Bear
  99. Poonja Papaji
  100. Anadi
  101. Craig Holiday
  102. Michael Beckwith
  103. Sam Geppi (astrologer)
  104. Swami Kriyananda
  105. Brijesh Gautam (hindi discourse)
  106. Tom Campbell (simulation theory)
  107. Teal Swan
  108. Aaron Abke
  109. Yogaprasad Institute (YouTube channel)
  110. Swami Sarvapriyananda
  111. Yogiraj SatGurunath Siddhanath
  112. Acharya Prashant
  113. Swami Satchitananda
  114. Om Swami
  115. Kaulantak Nath
  116. Mohanji
  117. Russell Brand
  118. Sri M
  119. Wim Hof
  120. Sri Sri Ravishankar
  121. Jason Gregory
  122. Swami Prajnananda
  123. Guruji Naushir

Books recommended:

1. In Search of the Miraculous – PD Ouspensky
2. States of Consciousness – Charles Tart
3. Altered States of Consciousness – Charles Tart
4. Breaking open the head (A Psychedelic Journey)- Daniel Pinchbeck
5. I am that – Nisargadatta Maharaj
6. Open Secret – Wei Wu Wei
7. The Attention revolution – Alan Wallace
8. Spiritual Enlightenment the damnedest thing – Jed Mckenna
9. Alkuajatus – The original thought
10. Alkuajatus – Report from a free world
11. A course in consciousness
12. The Ayahuasca Experience – Antipodes of the mind
13. Non-violent communication – Marshall
14. Freedom from the known – Jiddu Krishnamurti
15. Disappearance of the universe – Gary Renard
16. Confusion no more – Ramesh Balsekar
17. Yoga Sutras – Patanjali (http://www.swamij.com/yoga-sutras.htm)
18. Care of the soul – Thomas Moore
19. Ego and the Dynamic Ground – Michael Washburn
20. Collision with the Infinite – Suzanne Segal
21. The point of existence – Transformations of Narcissism – A. H. Almaas
22. The pearl beyond price – Integration of Personality into Being – A.H. Almaas
23. Mystic Musings – Sadhguru
24. Fading towards enlightenment – Wayne Wirs
25. Living with Reality – Who we are…
26. Dispelling Wetiko: Breaking the Curse of Evil
27. Bruce Lee – Artist of life
28. Kabbalistic Healing – A path to an awakened soul
29. The Kybalion – By three initiates
30. Pathwork lectures: http://pathwork.org/the-lectures/
31. Power vs. Force – David Hawkins
32. Death – An Inside Story
33. Meher Baba – God speaks
34. Karma: A Yogi’s Guide to Crafting Your Destiny
35. Vedanta Treatise: The Eternities
36. Karma: By Acharya Prashant