Interestingly, in opposing my parents, I get stuck in a even bigger trap.

Lets say, parents want me to be X.

So then the algorithm I use is to BE[Not X]

Which is the same as -(-1) which is NOT = 1, unlike what mathematics may say.

Another way to put it is, a negative[negative] does not make a positive.

It in fact makes it even more complicated than 2x of the original negative.

In the task of opposing something totally I become more limited and narrow than the original thing itself.

I become even more narrow because now I am preoccupied with 3 things:

X, opposing X/finding its opposite, choosing to not be X.

This process is counterproductive because my ultimate reason for this opposition is to be FREE.

But this opposition puts me in an even bigger trap than the original trap of an image being imposed on me.

The solution here seems to be pointing towards LETTING GO of resistance and simply flowing as smoothly and unattached as possible.

In a way, I have further crystallized X by opposing it, when the goal itself was to let go of X in order to be something free’er and larger.

Lets say, parents want me to be X.

So then the algorithm I use is to BE[Not X]

Which is the same as -(-1) which is NOT = 1, unlike what mathematics may say.

Another way to put it is, a negative[negative] does not make a positive.

It in fact makes it even more complicated than 2x of the original negative.

In the task of opposing something totally I become more limited and narrow than the original thing itself.

I become even more narrow because now I am preoccupied with 3 things:

X, opposing X/finding its opposite, choosing to not be X.

This process is counterproductive because my ultimate reason for this opposition is to be FREE.

But this opposition puts me in an even bigger trap than the original trap of an image being imposed on me.

The solution here seems to be pointing towards LETTING GO of resistance and simply flowing as smoothly and unattached as possible.

In a way, I have further crystallized X by opposing it, when the goal itself was to let go of X in order to be something free’er and larger.