The house, family, relatives, lineage, political, economic, and national situation, And other such circumstances you were born and conditioned into, Are from your ‘Samskhara’, i.e. the inheritance acquired on the basis of your past. This samskhara also includes your disposition and attitude towards all of those circumstances.
That whole mental setup unfolds itself over time as we grow up, Just like how a seed manifests a plant, and then a tree over time. Just as there is samskhara for an individual, There is also samskhara for the collective. The individual samskhara is a subset nested within the collective samskhara. For instance, if you were born in the 14th century, Your would not be inheriting a car, laptop, tv etc. no matter where on earth you were born. Similarly if you were born in the future, say 2150 AD, You might be privy to accessing special electro magnetic light healing technology, Which would be capable of healing all sorts of physical and mental diseases and afflictions, Something we can only dream of today.
If samskhara is the imprint of the past, there is also a force that impels everything forward to change. Like when looking at the solar system as seen from the heliocentric model, we see that everything moves round and round in orbits around the fixed sun. But if we go beyond that model, we see that the sun itself moves around the milky way, and the planets perform a vortex like motion. Similarly, various larger forces of evolution are actually constantly changing things. Things from one perspective appear to be cyclical, but there is also evolution simultaneously happening. Evolution is transformative in nature, For instance, the growing up and the aging process.
How can one go beyond one’s past? It begins to happen when a yearning for something beyond arises, I.e. when that begins to take hold, take foot, in one’s life experience. This yearning/longing then begins to carry the being beyond its past. And begins to transform it.
# Completing with all things. # Returning completed things back to their respective ecosystems. # Philanthropy and Yoga Practice. # Transmuting/Burning/Releasing all ‘lower frequency energies’ in the fire of ‘consciousness/contemplation/conscious experiencing’ # Exploring, giving expression, and flowering all my possibilities. # Enhancing my own life, and the lives of all those I am in contact with.
Since my earliest memory, I have always had a deep wonder, curiosity, and fascination, On the possibilities of relating with others.
Interacting with others felt like a great stage, Participating in group dance or song, Like a blending of minds creating great harmonies, Grand tapestries and patterns of rich meaning.
I would imagine all the possibilities in fantasy/dreaming mostly, With the actual reality serving more as the base context for their concoction. If reality was “1” (the actuals), My imagination was “100+”(the possibilities). Maybe “10” of those imaginations would fit under “appropriate”. The rest would be out of bounds of appropriate social conduct.
This used to always perplex me, About why so little happens in reality out of all the infinite possibilities. About why so little was permitted, and why so much was not? What decided what was allowed and disallowed? I used to wonder and contemplate on this.
I never received much social conditioning in my early years, So my mind/imagination was always open. While approaching others in my early days, I would be super open, innocent, with total trust. Then I realized all the boundaries one by one, And adapted myself to the socialization agreements. But within me, even today, I am still as free as the wide open sky. Nobody has ever given more freedom than I have given myself, by a very long shot.
The initial exploration period in my life, Before the boundaries were understood, Were some of my happiest times. Because I experienced that inner sky like freedom expressing itself. Once I understood the limits, then I reduced myself. After understanding all the boundaries the hard way, And due to my hyper restrictive outer environments in childhood, I sort of became a bit of a recluse. However the deep fascination I had in this field, Led me to doing a lot of research and exploration, And learning a lot in the process.
Nowadays, I test the waters by opening up a bit, Setting an example, and seeing. If the other does not open up as much, then I bring back the older boundaries. Even if the other does not respond, I feel satisfied though, That I have at least shown the possibility as an offer. If the other from their side takes liberties with me, or extends interest, That also frees me up to expand myself and extend a relationship to that extent.
My understanding: # However I behave with the other, I set an example/model to follow. # However they behave with me, They set an example/model to follow. # Whatever topics I initiate, I open those doors. # Whatever topics they initiate, they open those doors.
Martial arts is a form of intense dance. That is, to understand the rhythm and patterns of the other’s movement, And to intercept and respond.
Even if you do any of the usual dance steps very forcefully, It will start to resemble martial arts. A fight between 2 great masters is similar to watching a spectacular and intense dance performance. Even good sex looks like a rhythmic dance. There is a great similarity between: Yoga (the physical forms), Dance, Martial arts, and Sex.
Imo Bruce Lee’s philosophy comes closest to capturing the essence of martial arts. Its basis is in the binary of Yin-Yang. It can also be seen as follow-lead, defense-attack, yield-force and so on. (His martial art Jeet Kune Do itself means Jeet – defense, Kune – attack, do – the way)
What is the environment you are living in right now? Synonyms: Environment/situation/surroundings/condition/circumstance/atmosphere (ESSCCA)
Examine these dimensions in your surroundings: # The physical-sensory ESSCCA # The emotional-relational-connection ESSCCA # The mental-interests ESSCCA # The philosophical-abstract ESSCCA # The energy ESSCCA
Accordingly, what food are you consuming in these dimensions? What: # Physical food # Emotional/Relational food # Mental food # Philosophical-abstract food # Energy food
It seems like there are 2 deaths, We need to contend ourselves with, Existentially speaking.
To go through the process of: # Psychological death # Physical death Depending on where one is in these processes, That would be his/her “STATION” of experience. And it is from that station, That various “STATES” of experience would unfold.
The resistance to these 2 processes, Is one of the primary sources of our existential suffering. The suffering of the growth/emergence/birth process, And the suffering of ripening/dissolution/death process.
Schizoid/Paranoid/Split —vs— Depressive/Ambivalent. # Good and Bad objects are separate —–vs—– Good and bad objects are one. # There is god and the devil —-vs—- There is only god who is both the angel and devil. # There is a white paper with black dots to be eliminated —vs— There is white paper with black dots OR a black paper with white dots. # Mother as good or tyrant based on specific behaviors —-vs—- Mother as randomly good or bad without my understanding/control. # ‘World as rules driven’ hard right/wrong conception —-vs—- ‘World as mad’ conception # AvPD, Schizoid, Autistic —–vs—– Fearful avoidant, Disorganized attachment, ADHD. # Tyrant mother = Tyrant world (Fight/Flight) —–vs—– Crazy mother = Crazy random world (Freeze/Fawn) # Catastrophic thinking —–vs—— Fantasy thinking. # The desired object and feared object are separate in time —-vs—- The desired object and the feared object are one (accelerator and brake emotions on at the same time causing friction/resistance/suffering, causing hesitation/shyness). # Splitting of self and object into good and bad —-vs—- Union of self and object into good and bad. # [loving, gratifying] object vs. [frustrating, persecutory, hating] object as 2 distinct things —-vs—- Both of those mixed randomly in the same person. # Binary logic (it is either fully A or B) —-vs—- It’s A, it’s B, it’s both A and B, it’s neither A nor B.
There is no inside-outside. There is no self-other. There is no you-world. There is no body-environment. There is no voluntary-involuntary. There is just the one.
All of these are distinctions made by the mind, Like throwing a net from a boat into seamless sea water, And then calling each square of the net a label. We create mental maps and use them to control and navigate in our life. But the map is distinct from the territory. The map is the lens through which we view the territory. The territory is one undivided ocean of consciousness.
Reality/Territory appears to us as experience, Based on how we see it through the maps of our mind. Each map is a perspective. And the multiple maps you carry in your mind, Are like multiple perspectives to see the territory. But the territory itself is like an unbounded kaleidoscope, And it contains all of what all of the maps reveal.
We think we are born and we die. But it is only the persistent appearance that dies. In fact if you observe each moment, Things are continuously arising and passing. We see events because of our lack of vision. When anything is seen very minutely, We see that things happen in a continuous stream (continuum).
If life is the bird, its 2 wings are creation and destruction. Our experience is like a continuous music in time. Life on earth in the body is the theme of the music now. This theme will shift and another kind of music may play, Once the physiological process is completed.
So one very broad perspective of looking at this is: There is only you and your karma unfolding. The true completion of your birth, Is when you complete the karma of the birth. From this perspective – there are no situations/people/places, Rather there is just an appearance to work with, whatever it appears as.
How does one complete karma? In my understanding, it is by transformation. We penetrate the darkness that surrounds our lives with our light, And transform it. We do this until we fulfill the potential (desire) in this birth, And attain integration, enlightenment, and wholeness. Then another cycle might begin in the next.
Consciousness creates its own darkness, Filled with puzzles and possibilities (maya), And then opens up a point of light (awareness), With the desire to keep expanding its sphere of reach.
There is only the dream. There is only the field. Whatever suffering comes to you is only an appearance of/in the dream field. The suffering does not come from any particular person, situation, or any thing/event or condition, They are all only appearance and props of the will of the field itself. The whole moves the whole, no part moves the whole.
One of the best analogies for this is the movie screen. The whole movie is playing out in the screen, And the pixels making the characters in the screen do not have any causal relationship with any of the other pixels, though they might appear to have it in a specific movie. The whole movie is already there in the film roll, And the pixels on the screen are not causing each other in any way. They are all independently responding all at once. However in our minds when we create meaning, we try to look for causal relations. Even if causal relations appear to exist they are still only a persistent illusion.
For instance, say you are watching the movie ‘Groundhog day’, And he keeps waking up everyday in the same bed with the same alarm clock and time, Next time you see the bed, you’ll immediately predict correctly that the alarm will ring and wake him up. But that kind of causal relationship is a feature of that particular movie, And in reality all the pixels are independent of each other and only following the projector reel. So it is a case of ‘the whole moves the whole’, no part moves the whole wrt. the screen.
Causation is an illusion. There is only the field, and whatever plays within it is the play of the field itself. Whatever world, condition, situation, circumstance, or relationship appears, Is only an appearance that the field plays out just like a movie.
The power of the field generates “Experience”. We have various gross-subtle bodies that relate to what is outside to create experience. Even the transformation of those bodies (by the field itself or by the power of the higher bodies of your own), is also an appearance of the field. The field is consciousness, only the field is. All else is an appearance of the field.
The field is the substrate and all that appears are its modulations. Depending upon what is awake in you, i.e. the highest body awake in you and its vision/potential/power, It will transform all of the lower bodies. Paradoxically when it comes to our bodies, all of them are subservient to the field. So all their power is only surrogate power, that is of surrendering to the field itself and thereby channeling more of it. The more you yield to the higher, the greater the powers and vision you channel.
The field is our highest ultimate body technically speaking. So ultimately if the field itself is awake in you, it will draw you back into itself by transforming the rest. In a way, during the transformation, nothing fundamentally changed, All that changed was that all the particles rearranged themselves by yielding to the higher frequency zone that was awake in you, and along with that, all the lesser powers played themselves out and completed themselves.
(This is a rough theory I had an intuition about. I will flesh it out better with more research.)
Voltage = Vision Current = Power Circuit = Structures in Maya Resistance (In Circuit) = Inertia
Experience = Current flowing in the Circuit because of Voltage (PD). Infinite Voltage = Infinite Vision Infinite Current = Infinite Power Infinite Resistance = Absolute Impossibility
As per Ohm’s Law: I = V/R Can be translated as: Power = Vision/[Resistances or Inertia]. Your vision is your potential (PD). It gets plugged into circuits/structures of Maya, And the extent of current flowing through them determines experience intensity, Which in turn depends on the resistances in the circuit.